Laura (laura_boo) wrote,

May 20. Nothing special. Just can't believe how fast this year is going. My life consists of work. Sleep. Bills. And perhaps not else. trying to stay afloat in this crazy world and not get pulled under.

My grandpa has been gone for almost 6 months and it still hurts like it did the day that he died. My memorial tattoo for him is finished. I sat through it for more than a hour and didn't cry until it was all done. I go see him once a month and talk/think of him all the time. If I concentrate hard enough I can still hear him talking. I just get choked up when it comes to me thinking ahead of the future and not knowing that he's gonna be there for me.

Work = stress. But I've been bonding more with coworkers and have been hanging out with them on some Fridays. It usually involves drinking and then us female coworkers dancing while the guys sit and drink more. I really like my coworkers, I just have to get over myself and needing to be liked by everyone. We'll see how that goes, though.

I really should write more, but perhaps I'm scared of what is going to come out...
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